a slice of papaya.



just had a bad week last week.
including now.
i am suffering from bad week.
just hoping that this week will be better.
best week ahead!



anyway,
if darling.BELLs said she is gross for saying that she just shitted.
well, then i will be double grossing people out.
i shitted in school; and i felt i'm lighter by half a kilo to one.
trust me.!
i shit alot that darling.cia & shu gonna wait for me.
*opps*




had to really thanks chunming for telling me the exam schedule is out.
or else i might still be unconscious bout it

had such a shitty daysssssssssssss last week.
being the clumsy me .
bowl badly.
skipped classes.
tht nightmare.
my jeans disfigured.
the nearly-swollen toe of mine.
and lastly the only thing tht might hav cheer me up is the LADIES LAUNCH!!
and now, i got trash down by more assignments - PM1, GEMS & CT report.




i felt so troubled recently.
d***!
with 2 weeks more to term tests
and 3 weeks more to SE.
i am d*** dead.
i cant switch my mind to the study mode.
keep thinking of things tht arent really my concern.
let nature takes its course ; maybe by the time i am going bonkers.
stress!!



as for the previous entry
i got much to say.
and lil to explain.
cus..
well, i am just a witness and he's the victim.


i just wonder, if i wasnt tht emo tht day.
if i had not shown him the sms sent by someone.
if i had dug my ears and listen to what he said.
if i had heard and respond to him.
if i had listen to him to go for dinner
if i had be MORE CLEAR ABOUT THE SITUATION & BE MORE SMART & QUICK IN THINKING
then, dumb wouldn have lost his phone.
seriously, i think i am the cause of everything.
thou, he assured me not to think about it.
just tht i had nightmares. till sunday bout the incident.




for one thing i can say,
a CID wouldn pertrol at night.
needless to say not in uniform.
needless to say not alone.
felt so cheated by tht bustard!
and so is tht bytch!
it was a plot of cheat to me and dumb.


*specially for those living in SMB*
lessons to learn:
i. CID wouldn petrol in the night.
ii. CID will travel in pairs.
iii. if ever approach by CID, please ask for identity.
iv. stay out from quiet areas especially at night. even couples got tiff. please avoid settling at void decks. not asking you to GO COFFEE BEAN or MOS BURGER to settle when you started pouring coffee or whatever shyt not on ur partner.! at least near the BUSY main road, please.
v. girls~ PLEASE at least listen to ur bf's words, at least 50% of what they say might be correct. thou 50% is always wrong. cus their words are either wrong or correct. THOU, they might not have the 6th sense tht we females have (:
vi. girls~ if you are emo or upset bout what your bf did or say ; try to talk things out without hurting him or even make him felt pissed off.. if you think is not right to say, den at least pretend to be HAPPY! infront of him (:

bottom of the line: dumb & i are not an item. ! dun get me wrong. we were just talking under the wulu void deck.
(: (: (: (: (: (:



file police report ; police investigating till 1230 in the morning
tht been the reason why i skipped CRS tht fri.
and to my surprise, the REAL CIDs came to sch to find me during breaktime.
asking me to identify tht bustard.
wth!!
hais.

site visit was like ...
cus someone really pissed me off during the sitevisit.
i gonna see how you walk.
tht is what tht idiot can say to me while i stepped on those muddy ground.
SNEER!
my right boot was sank into the watery muddy soil and all i can do is escape from the sinking so i lifted up my boots and all..
resulting tht my boots and jeans badly stained.
and this PERSON can eventually said tht.
what? she is thinking we are her guinea pig or something.
same goes to someone in 22.
he walked infront of tht PERSON; and she just looked at how he walk.
and seeing at it, seems safe, she just follow his steps cross the muddy ground.WTF!
and i am d*** fcuking angry bout the sacarsm by tht PERSON then, and follow by this PERSON who thinks the sitevisit is her playground when by she started jumping on the soil . fcuking hell! i was just next to her.
and there goes my jeans to be distorted.
one of my fav jeans! boy!
in the end had to thank dumb for escorting some help from somewhere to exchange my dirty jeans.
somehow somewhat d*** lucky tht jeans wasnt tht jeans tht i bought recently.
D***!

and tht is how badly my jeans is.
all you see is mud and all the way up my jeans.
no spare point for me to recover.




* * *




back at work.
ytd was my last day of work.
i was in action with my LADIES LAUNCH.
thankful to fate, aunt jane, ian, tracy & hannies (:
and also to few who pretended to be there by not doin anything.
maybe these people just treat aunt jane's sms like poo!
it was a busy saturday evening,when people just escaped with their lovebirds either <s>having their dinner for anhour and a half or smooching somewhere else in the store.
FATE, you should have left later.GOSH!
i am not here to pin anyone down.
but just felt so unfair when people are busily serving customers ; multitasking yet these people are WTF they doing in the store or in the dinning place.


and these is only 1/3 of the amount of rubbish i dump on saturday.
GOSH!




anyway, i enjoyed working on sunday thou is only Ian and me.
FATE WHERE ARE YOU???
hahas.
cus for some good reasons.
Jian Hua was there to enlighten my day.
he kept telling me jokes and we crap.
those present at lunch know what i meant.
joe, tracy, qifang, Ian, jianhua & me.
a whole bottle of chilli was 3/4 finish by JianHua. OMG~
he and his craze for chilli.
at work, we crap bout my children.
dont ask me why cus i really forgotten why. LOL
it is tht funny tht i cant help stop laughing then.
and i spotted this new item from MUJI in the office itself.

read the product name correctly (:




i miss vivian's bdae party.
anyway HAPPY 9th BELATED TO MY PRINCESSY COUSIN (:
HAPPY 27th BELATED TO AUNT LIZ!
AND HAPPY 19th BELATED TO XUAN!!!
hope you love the wallet we bought for you.
adOre*
cus it is a silver wallet.
and i picked it.!!
(: (: (: (: (: (:
the 3 of them born on the same date.
so coincidence right?





ciaos.